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Post by Amy Heffernan on Dec 20, 2005 16:49:51 GMT -5
Amy was actually walking alone for once, but she had noticed that there had been an extreme excess of people lately, as if like the population of Hogwarts had near doubled. She sort of wrote it off more or less, basically thinking that it was all in her head. It was nice to be outside though, with some time to reflect on...well reflection. She didn't have too much to reflect on, but she was fifteen, she was angsty. Frankly, she was sick of being 'one of the guys'...when it came to guys at least. Like, she was the fun, outgoing one, but never really had an actual boyfriend. Plenty of boys who were friends though. It was cold outside, very cold actually, for being December in England. Snow covered the grounds, and it was the picture of perfection. But since it was a Saturday, not a Hogsmeade weekend, and fairly cold out, she was bundled in her robes, but underneath wore her rather warm argyle angora sweater, blue with yellow and brown. Simple jeans topped it off, and her hair was straightened and down, and her black scarf and matching gloves topped it off. Yes, she was perfectly warm. Around her, people were having snowball fights and she decided to find a comfortable spot underneath a tree. +Umm, I'm being lazy, so its kinda short. Either that or its stretched out. +
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Post by Sirius Black on Dec 20, 2005 18:45:04 GMT -5
((OOC: Hope you don't mind me replying. Yes I'm a bore fest. *snore*))
Burr!! Thought the famed Sirius Black as a snowball hit him straight on the side of the face, leaving a rather large red mark that would linger for awhile. Bits of snow still clung to his face, but he did not have time to wipe them away because now a perfectly round orb of snow was hurling fast in his direction. He toppled over, snow flying every where. Some of his younger Gryffindor counter parts shrieked with laughter as they saw him lolling about in the snow, attempting at making a snow angel. When he got up, he could have sworn it looked very much like Slughorn, it was that large. He laughed along with the rest of the Gryffindors around him, his grey eyes shining in amusement. He kicked around in the snow, making the figure get distorted and soon disappear completely. He kept his childish grin as he scooped up some snow in his muggle-mittened hands and hurled a few at some younger Gryffindors. His pitch caused a boy, first year by the looks of him, to fall head first into the ground. Sirius watched him, wondering if he was ok, but laughed as he saw the boy gather himself up because it was all in good fun.
His attention was diverted to a single tree towards the edge of the lawns where the trim of Gryffindor robes could be plainly seen. He smiled gently and strolled over, hands in his pockets as he bounced along, the little puff ball at the end of the length of snow cap bouncing along his neck, swinging side to side in a very akward motion. His grin subsided as a large snowball with afew rocks in it was thrown in his direction, cast by a Slytherin third year who was now on the ground, laughing uncontrollably. Sirius got up, his side seering in pain as he drew his wand, eyes anger ridden. He cast the spell that would make the opponet break out in boils all over their body and he laughed as oozing boils popped up everywhere, sending the boy in a fit Sirius had never seen before. The commotion soon ended, having had his first prank of the day. Well, there was the snowball he slipped into Peter's bed sheets ealier that morning and he wondered if it caused as much laughter as if would Sirius if he had been there to witness the event.
Sirius parted, leaving the rocks where they lay and decided to investigate the person under the tree. He wondered who it might be: Student, friend, teacher or one of his best mates, all of which he hadn't seen forever it seemed. He was slightly shocked, though he couldn't figure why, to find Amy Hefferman, a girl from his house, sitting under the snow packed tree. No one in their right mind would do that, atleast, not with Sirius around. Before she took notice of him, he gave the tree a sharp kick, eventually causing all the snow at the top to rush down to the bottom, also eventually causing a very wet Amy, but he just stood out of the way, waiting for the snow to clear as he rocked back and forth on his feet.
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Post by Amy Heffernan on Dec 20, 2005 19:04:58 GMT -5
Minding her own business, of course...which usually she would be with friends. She was writing actually, in her journal, about...well, it was about a certain someone that for now was going to remain nameless. Sophia was freinds with most...well, she was pretty much friends with everyone in her house and closest to those in her year. She could easily just be one of the guys, which of course, she hated. So writing was an outlet, she could get her emotion out, and to everyone else, seem like a fun, bright, and rather tempermental girl. No one would ever see her cry, and thats the way she liked it.
So who was this boy? One of her friends, a Gryffindor to be exact, and it was still strange to her that she liked him, because she never really looked for relationships with guys, especailly one in her house, because...well hell, if it ended badly, which with her it normally did, then she would constantly have to see that person, and be around them. And that, for her, hurt more than anything else in the world. So back to who he was...without saying names, he was one of the sweetest, nicest guys she knew, which was why she liked him. He wasn't the typical bad-boy, which was her usual type.
In the middle of her thought process, she closed her journal and was instantly angered at what happened next. She was now soaked from head to toe, and the snow on the tree had fallen at an alarming rate. When the snow cleared, her makeup was fine, but her hair was soaking, as well as the rest of her. She pushed the wet hair out of her face to see Sirius trying to look...well, he knew that she would know so he really wasn't trying to look innocent, just amused a bit. She glared at him and made the huge mistake of leaving her journal on the snow. Even though it was already wet, a drying charm would fix it instantly. "Sirius Black...I'm going to kick your ass!" She yelled as she walked over to him. When she reached him, she pushed him to the ground, and basically sat on top on him, stradling her legs on either side of him. This wasn't weird for her, because the two of them had been friends since first year, and she was comfortable enough around him. She pulled out her wand, still sitting on him, smiling wickedly. He was so going to get it now. She muttered 'Aguamenti' and he was now soaked too, she waited for his reaction, still sitting on him, a satisfied smirk on her face.
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Post by Sirius Black on Dec 20, 2005 19:30:44 GMT -5
Sirius gave a very dog-like yelp as she soaked him from head to foot in water with the Aguamenti charm, one he found usefull in pranking. However, as it turned out, so did she. He found that she was on top of him as he wiped the water from his eyes and soon he was standing again, for fear of Leyla walking out onto the grounds. That would not go over well he supposed. It happened once, out on the grounds too. He had been teasing Lily for the majority of the day when the girl he had been dating came out and saw he had pinned Lily to the ground. They were in a rather too friendly a stance and this made his ex break up with him exceptionally fast. That was fine with him, taking into consideration it was thought he wouldn't have girlfriends for long. He had hoped though with Leyla all that would be different. She was kind, pretty, witty, intelligent and everything he wasn't. Yeah he had his perks and downsides, but what respectfull boy didn't? It was just a thing with him and he didn't exactly know why.
He soon took advantage of the drying charm and soon he was dry from head to foot, his gelled hair now a poof ball on his head. Thankfully, he had his gell with him that day and took out the tube, squeezing a small amount onto his hand and running it threw his hair. He smiled, well smirked, as he stowed it back to safety. He adored his precious gell and wouldn't be the bad boy he was without it. He knew she would get a good laugh by the poofiness of his hair because it always did that when he least wanted it. Mainly, though, it was always after a nice shower that it fluffed the worst and gave the whole boy's dorm a good laughing roar.
He faced Amy, arms crossed and a wild smirk written all over his face, letting it be known he was laughing inside. "You'll never completely kick my donkey Miss. Heftyman. I'll always slip from your grasp. Kind of like this." He knew that she'd be mad at the new name he had just conjured, but furious as he cast the expelliarmus spell, causing her wand to fly from her fingers. He stowed it in the opposite pocket and returned the favor of getting wet by casting Aguamenti with his own wand, then sprinted out of reach, laughing merrily. He knew this battle could go one for hours, as his mock duels normally did.
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Post by Amy Heffernan on Dec 21, 2005 21:44:41 GMT -5
((Is Leyla past or present time?)) Still not realizing that her journal was under the tree, waiting to be read by any passerby, Amy glared and screamed as Sirius took her wand and then got her even more wet. She hated the cold, and now...she was freezing. Soaking wet still, head to toe...she glared at Sirius and smirked, taking a rather large snowball and throwing it at him, knowing that it would be a direct hit, knowing that that it would mess with his perfectly gelled hair. She knew that that was the only place, other than the obvious pain, to hit Sirius Black, his beloved hair. Of course, she loved her hair just as much, if not more, and she looked ridiculous. He was close enough to know how bad the hit would be. And boom, it hit him right upside the head, perfect hit. She was especially happy at the hit...because of the nickname. Urgh, she hated when he attempted to make nicknames for her, of course he must've forgotten that he had, in fact, used that one in her first year, before she filled out and grew up, well...she wasn't a little stick, and she was a major tomboy. Maybe he hadn't forgotten, but that didn't matter much. She laughed at how ridiculous his hair looked before the gell, which she had seen a few times. There was an obvious reason he had escaped from underneath her, he had a new girlfriend. Hopefully this girl would be a breath of fresh air from most of the hopeless bimbos that he normally dated. She remembered when he got dumped because of his playfulness around Lily. Amy had laughed a bit, because who would've known that a groupie in 'love' would get jealous over something as innocent as Lily and Sirius. "Either you are going to retaliate or we're going to call a truce, But either way, whose the new girlfriend Black?" She said casually smirking at him, and then turning it into a wicked smile, still forgetting her journal five feet away behind Sirius under the tree. -Take the journal hint, I'm handing it to you on a silver platter. -
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Post by Sirius Black on Dec 22, 2005 14:02:31 GMT -5
((I don't know for sure, but I think she is from the past. Maybe I should make that mandatory, put which time period characters are from. Haha! I have a dancing sheep when I have music playing!! Sweet!!))
Sirius gave a dog-like yelp as he was hit upside the head with the rather large snowball. He had tried hard to dodge it, but his cockiness had slowed him down. He could feel the bits of gell fall down the sides of his face. Strong holding huh? yeah right. He charmed his hair back into its original form, afraid someone might see its poofyness again. His hair did alittle weird snake like action and then rested on his hair, a gell like substance clinging to it. That way, if he was hit again with another ball of snow, it wouldn't damage, mainly because the spell was powerfull to resist snow or it could have been also the guy who created it had been a rock star with hair past his back. He cringed. No one touched his precious hair and now it was simply fair to have pay back time. He could see the face of Amy's baby, a journal, not too far from them, but he knew she'd be particularly ticked off if she found it had been dipped in snow afew times.
He figured though, it was only kind to answer her question. His gaze was ripped from the tree and, though still with a wild, crazed look in his eyes, through cringed teeth ofcourse, answered the question. "Her name is Leyla, a girl from our house." He said, the bits of gell that clung to the sides of his face wanting him to strangle her here and now. She wasn't going to get away with this and payback was inevitable. When she suggested a truce, he held back a laugh for he was now too utterly red-faced pissed off to call anything of the sort. At least, not right now anyway. He would eventually because they couldn't have duels on the grounds without a teacher present and he didn't want one to see what he was going to do to her, if they did have a dueling match.
Brave as though he had always been, no house title could give one guts enough to mess with a wild cat's precious diary. It was bold, but he waved his wand without uttering a spell and the journal immidiately rose a good height from Amy's head. Even if she jumped, she wouldn't be able to reach it. He directed it to a large tree with snow up in the tree tops, his eyes threatening to do it. "You shouldn't have done that, Hufferman." His eyes flashed in malice, inevitable that the journal would be sopping wet. Before she could retaliate, he dropped the journal and hurled a knockback spell at the tree, causing the journal to be buried under a pile of snow. He prepared himself for the beating, his wand not leaving his hand as he prepared to defend himself. Her wand still rested in his pocket, ready to be used if she could get at it underneath the layers of clothing and that deffinetly wouldn't look good to Leyla anymore than what happened with his last girlfriend.
((I already know she's going to kill him, but she was asking for it.))
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Post by Amy Heffernan on Dec 29, 2005 1:02:44 GMT -5
((This would be so much easier if I knew. And you know, he needs to read it. Cause it reveals that she likes...well its pretty obvious, but you can torture her...I'm handing this to you on a silver platter...take it. Its not like its Rocky Mountain Oysters or something.))
It was hard to take Sirius having a girlfriend seriously...for lack of a better word. He was just...not living up to his name when it came to girls. The boy had never had 'serious' relationship after the two of them had dated briefly in third year, if you could call it serious. He was a flirt, of course, so was she, so the two paired up...not a good match, but that one had lasted at least two months. She could remember either of them having a relationship lasting that long other than the one. They were better off being friends...except when he was being annoying...
Like right now. He had just buried her journal under three feet of snow! Now she was pissed off, but at least he hadn't read it. Thank Merlin he hadn't read it. If he did read it...he would be going to hell and back, and she would have to erase the lines about her newest crush out of his mind. One thing she hated doing was memory charms too. She glared at him, and spoke harshly. "Sirius Black! Go get that journal RIGHT now!" She yelled at him, eyes flashing. Urgh, if he hadn't done that, he would not be digging himself into this hole he was in right now. Forgetting that she was soaking and freezing, she re-dried herself, and stood with her arms folded across her chest glaring at him with a nagging stance and aura to her, which she knew he hated.
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Post by Sirius Black on Dec 29, 2005 1:36:34 GMT -5
((Ok I will take it, read it, then tease for the rest of her life! hehe))
Ok so maybe he didn't really have a serious relationship persay, but would that mean what happened in his fourth year was not serious? After that fiasco, he ended up not being a virgin anymore. He wasn't regretting that night and the girl he was with was indeed rather pretty, but that wasn't the point. He was laughing, almost uncontrollably, as he sent her journal bouncing up and down on the snow, soaked to through and through. He brought the journal soaring back to his slippery little fingers, their length wrapping around the spine as it fell open. Ink was smeared all over the pages, but that was fixable. Sirius held the book open in his hands and cast a charm on the book, one that made the pages dry as a bone again, the ink pressed into them. He took the journal and jumped into a tree, his eyes laughing in mischief as he wore a wide grin. She wouldn't dare come after him now that he had her precious and since this tree still had snow on its peak. He smirked in pure delight as he opened up the journal, his voice erupting in laughter at some of the things he read.
"Oh so you were the one who tripped and fell head first in that chocolate cake filled with slugs eh? Haha. I wished I could of been there for that one." He smirked, flipping through the pages, his eyes drinking the most important things. His eyes soon sent a surprised look on her face as he read the slanty writting around. "Journal Entry 53: I'm really frustrated and really confused. After having no serious relationships, I've been starting to have feelings for another type of Serious...Sirius Black. You know of him journal...the arrogant jerk that I wrote ever so much of in third year. Of course, he is a jerk, but hes still one of my best friends. And now, I find myself sort of...liking him. This is not going well...I really dont want to like him like this. '' Ofcourse he had fashioned some of it to fit his best interests, but most of what he read was straight from the book's text. He soon found more interesting journal entries, his name mentioned in most. "Journal Entry 72: I just found out that Sirius has a girlfriend. A fourth year named Leyla. I really dont know her...but...I'm jealous. Its horrible that I'm jealous. But I just...urgh. I really wish I didn't like him. Shes really pretty. And from what I hear shes nice. One part of me is rooting for her, because Sirius rarely goes out with nice girls, but another part of me wants him to break her heart, because maybe that would give me a chance. I had my chance though, and...well, we both sort of screwed that up right" He closed the book, his eyes showing nothing but surprise as they traveled down to meet the brown coloration of Amy's own. He gave her an akward smile as he jumped out of the tree. "You know, you could have plucked up the courage and asked me on a date. I wouldn't have minded." He said to her, voice actually free of sarcasm and mischief.
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Post by Amy Heffernan on Dec 29, 2005 3:38:33 GMT -5
She couldn't believe that he was actually reading her journal...about him. Now he knows great...Now he knows and things are going to be weird. Things were going to be very weird between the two of them. Not only that...but he has a girlfriend. Of course...now he tries to be serious in relationships. She didn't want this to be a big deal It had nothing to do with courage. She had plenty of courage to ask him out. But she doubted not only his ability to commit to a relationship, but her own. The two were too much alike, and too flirtatious to stay faithful and committed, which was what she was looking for in her life right now.
"Its not that, you know that its not that I didn't have the courage...You know me well enough to know that I have no problems asking guys out. I just...I know you well enough to know that we're better as friends. Do you remember what happened last time we dated. We ended up cheating on eachother and flirting with other people just for the jealousy factor. We didn't talk for three months after we broke up. I didn't want that. And I still dont think that either of us can commit to a relationship anyways. Besides, it doesn't matter now, you have a girlfriend, and I want you to be happy. And by the way..." She added, wanting to brighten this conversation, "I know you wouldn't have minded, it would've given you a major ego boost for you to know that I liked you." She grinned wickedly, hoping things between them weren't going to be weird.
The strange thing was, she didn't think that she would ever find the right person for her. She didn't know how to change, but she figured out that the reason she couldn't commit, and couldn't fall for anyone, or stop her flirting, was because she was guarding herself from getting hurt. She didn't want her heart broken. And the reason she didn't want to like Sirius, was because she knew that he would break her heart. But a friend once told her that you can't help falling for someone, you can't contol it, don't fight it...just accept it. And she had done that, not wholeheartedly, but did it nonetheless. She continued to grin at him, acting like herself, rather than embarassed, which was hard for the brunette, to be embarassed.
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Post by Sirius Black on Dec 29, 2005 14:44:51 GMT -5
Sirius watched her as she spoke and to be honest, he felt alittle hurt. He didn't dare show it because it'd give her too much satisfaction. He had liked her before they had been going out, but he had his chance and now he was with a truly wonderful girl. This was his chance to get out of his little ego problem and flirty one too and be more serious. Maybe that's what he had needed all these years. He just hoped he wouldn't be a pig-headed idiot and screw it up, like he had with Amy. Yeah he missed them hanging out together and they needed to alot more than they had been, just for the sake of being friends. She was a better friend than a girlfriend and he thought that's the way he was too, cept he was a better friend than a boyfriend. He sure did have his issues though, like every other guys his age, about committment. He and Leyla hadn't even kissed yet so maybe he was actually taking it slow for once. Maybe there was hope for him afterall, but at that moment he wanted to jump out of the tree, give her the journal and then..let things kind of go their own way. He refrained though. He couldn't do that to Leyla, no, he'd be a good boy. But he did make the journal float back down to her with the guidance of his wand. He grinned back down at her, glad she didn't really have anything against him, save the fact that she was jealous. It was good for girls to be jealous once in awhile; it made them grow.
"Now that's not fair and you know it...sure we did cheat on each other, then lost my virginity to someone I thought I was in love with, but we had our good times I guess," he said, now laughing abit,"and I'd like you to know that I think I know how to be committed thank you very much. It means keeping my mouth shut and my pride tucked." Sirius could never be serious and laughed, his eyes shimmering with mischief as he jumped out of the tree, landing in front of her. "Just out of curiousity, who else should I warn that you have a crush on them?" He asked her, knowing fully well that it was none of his business, but he had a reputation for sticking his nose in places where it didn't belong. At her ego comment, he stuck out his tounge and crossed his arms like a kindergardner. "Don't tell me you don't remember you had abit of an ego problem third year too sweetheart." He said, smirking. He knew she wasn't a sweetheart, but said it just to piss her off. He also had a reputation for that too.
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Post by Amy Heffernan on Dec 29, 2005 19:41:49 GMT -5
Amy cringed at the thought of Sirius and virginity. Not exactly something she wanted to picture, especially since the girl was basically her rebound. But he did have a point, to say their relationship was a mistake, wasn't fair. And they did have fun for a while. These were the types of things that you remember vividly, even with a reputation such as theirs. She remembered their first date, which was sort of a disaster, but it was still really really fun. She remembered how freezing it was and how when they were walking in Hogsmeade, James had worn his invisibility cloak and soaked them with snowballs. Which just led to an all out snowball fight. She remembered how both of them forgot their one month mark and all they did was sit around with their friends and hang out, not realizing it until Lily had brought it up. Those were the good memories.
She laughed a bit at him. He could never be really commited, or at least, she didn't think so. He had no will power when it came to the opposite sex. "Sirius...you can't seriously commit to anything. You can hardly commit to what breakfast your eating in the morning. If I had a penny every time you couldn't decide what you're going to eat...I'd be rich." She laughed at him...she shivered a bit from the cold outside, sure she was dry now, but that didn't matter. It was still freezing.
"There isn't anyone else right now...and I still have a bit of an ego problem...but yours is way worse than mine, sweetheart..." She replied, her voice thick and somewhat icy, but she followed this with a grin, thinking that this banter showed that things might not be weird between them afterall.
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Post by Sirius Black on Dec 29, 2005 20:11:02 GMT -5
To say the least, Sirius wanted to scoop up a large snow ball and shove it in her egotistical little mouth. How dare she say he couldn't committ to breakfast! Much less a girl..He shook his head, a scowl planted on his face. He flicked his wand and the journal flew back into his hand, then shoving it out of her slippery reach. She did need to be taught a lesson and he was going to be the one who taught it to her. But what would it be? Sure he could dangle the journal in front of her, a flame erupting from his wand tip and held inches from the dry pages, but where would the fun be in that? He felt a wide smirk spread across his face. He didn't seem to take anything seriously, muchless a girl, but maybe that would change. There was such thing as a grain of sand in hope afterall. The journal rested safely in his inside robe's pocket, its frame sticking him in the side, but he loved torturing her. It gave him pleasure and he knew she knew this, otherwise they wouldn't be such good friends. He glanced behind him, back over at Hogsmeade, a place where so many times, good and bad as equal, lay behind them..in the past..where they belonged. Some times he caught himself wanting it back, but no. He was happy with Leyla. She made him happy and he made her happy..or so he thought.
"At least I eventually decide what I want. You couldn't even get that third year when I asked you go out with me. Have we forgotten already what fiasco that was missy?" He said to her, alittle bit of teasing sensation in his voice, but hey. What could you expect from the Prankster Prince. "True you did say yes, eventually. But you too have committment issuses princess." He said to her, a cocky grin plastered on his face. He knew she hated that name and could vividly remember when she hauled back and slapped him for it. He prepared himself for that now, though the bitter cold on his face would numb the pain.
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Post by Amy Heffernan on Dec 29, 2005 22:10:06 GMT -5
She glared at him, it wasn't as if she was indesisive, or even uncommited. She was protecting herself. Okay, that was a lie. It was...because she was, well technically she was playing hard to get. And at first, going out with him was just to play him anyways, to give him a taste of his own medicine. But a week into it, she found that she really did like him. After they broke up, it took her a few weeks to get over it, but after they were friends again, everything was good. And they were just friends. Of course, this last summer she just had to start liking him again. She felt her journal fly out of her hands and was really starting to get annoyed. She knew that he loved this type of torture. She seriously needed to kick his ass, but she wasn't going to, because apparently the way she is around guys got them in trouble with their girlfriends, and she didn't want that with him, he would be beyond livid if she did. So she refrained from tackling him like she had before, and settled with a death glare as she spoke.
"I was playing hard-to-get Sirius, I thought you knew that in the beginging of our relationship I was using you?" Her voice was thick with a teasing sarcasm that he knew all too well. "I only said yes because you were threathening to jump out of the tree and kill yourself butthole.I've said it before, I know I have commitment issues. Why are we still talking about this?" She asked, her voice becoming more increasingly annoyed, which she knew was just feeding his ego.
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Post by Sirius Black on Dec 30, 2005 0:15:06 GMT -5
"Oh that makes me feel a whole lot better. You're just the confidence builder miss Hamperman." He growled, abit of a threat stressing on his newest concocted nickname for her. His eyes flashed with this dangerous gleam, meaning he happened to get abit of his nerves hit with her words. It didn't matter to him in the least, though his mind flashed with wanting to seriously slap her. "Did you really think I'd jump out of the tree just for you? Oh you do have an ego problem, as well as being highly conceded." Sirius was deffinetly pushing it now and knew more than likely she was going to beat the hell out of him, right then, right there. Her smirked, crossing his arms in finality. "I don't know why we're talking about this. We don't have anything to do with each other anymore. Hell, you don't even have the balls to come and talk to me, yet you consider me one of your friends." He said, eyes flashing. Oh yes he was going to get his ass kicked, that was sure. Maybe some of the things he said he didn't mean, but they were said and couldn't be taken back. "Why don't we just forget this and pretend it never happened? Yeah ok so I still have feelings for you, but I love Leyla and nothing's going to change that. I can committ to her and I probably could have with you, but I had my head shoved too far up my arse to even know the difference of a girl from..from..oh that's a stupid analogy!" He yelled, throwing his arms up in the air as he turned his back on her. He jumped back up in the tree, going up about mid-way as he watched her with a sigh. "Maybe I don't mean some of those things I said Amy. I'm going through a difficult time right now and need all the support I can get." He said gently, wondering if she'd accept his half-assed apology.
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Post by Amy Heffernan on Dec 30, 2005 0:44:00 GMT -5
Amy was a bit taken a back by what he was saying to her, and a lot of different things were running through her head. She wanted to come out with some witty sharp remark like she normally would, but she could come up with anything, with everything that was being said to her. She wanted to be her normal tough, vivacious self and beat the hell out of him, but she couldn't. Somehow he had thought in his delusional little head that they never talked. But then again, lately she hadn't been around him very much. Which really had nothing to do with him. After everything he said, she was comfortably numb to it all for some reason. When she spoke, she didn't sound angry, or remotely pissed, more hurt than anything else. His half-assed apology wasn't worth it. Apparently they had nothing to do with eachother anymore, and in reality, she supposed that comment hit her hardest. "You know what...just go ahead and stick your half-assed apology up your ass, I hope you're happy with Leyla, and she seems like a great girl. And from now on Black, we'll have it your way...we have nothing to do with eachother anymore." She said, her voice cracking a bit at the end. With that note, she turned on her heel and walked away, actually crying, and thank merlin she didn't let him see that at least. When she was in the safety of her dormitory, she sat on her bed and cried, soonafter realziing that he still had her journal. But that didn't matter. She went over what he had said over and over and over again. She went from hurt, to upset, to royally pissed off when she thought about his apology. What the hell was so horrible in his life?! Okay, she gave him the fact that his family basically sucked. But he had never had his heartbroken. His head was too big for even someone dumping him to dent his ego even an inch. He had never really been heartbroken, which was the root of Amy's reputation. She feared having her heart broken, but at this point, thinking of not having him as a friend, she felt like her heart was breaking anyways. ((sooo dramatic. Thats girls for ya. ))
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