My Collection (Copyrighted!!)

[Sirius Black]

((OOC: For your viewing pleasure, I have decided to pop on once in awhile, out of sheer boredom, and share some of my works with you please abide by *the rule* and you won't get hunted down. Savvy??))

The Tick-Tock of Life

I looked into a sea of freshly shed tears,
and I watched as they fade, hiding all my fears.
I sat for the longest time watching,
as it swirled all my littlest things.
Such happiness, emotions washing down,
dunking head, watching as I drown.
I find myself asleep in a moment's time,
giving all I have into this fateful crime.

Thieving of the memories in which I forget,
taking tainted blade and watching as it split,
into a million pieces I can't quite place,
my trembling hand upon his shaking face.
Crying there I stared into his eyes,
knowing this pain I could never hide.
Sinking down to my shaking knees,
as my wrists begin to profusely bleed.

Breath heaving as I fall unto the ground,
the world surrounding me, spinning around.
Beat of my heart slowing, blood pouring from a wound, hoping someone might find my body soon.
Hearing someone come near me, feet crunching the leaves,
as the bent down to see what I could need.
I saw the symbol and the name of a hospital that was near,
I saw him open his mouth,"there's nothing to fear."

My mind told me not to believe, for him I did not know, as he pulled a radio from his belt, sounding some sort of code.
I smiled weakily at him, his eyes only holding truth,
as he tried to make the facts nice and simply smooth.
I knew in his eyes the news was sadly grave,
as my life he could not completely save.
My eyes began to cry, what did he mean?
him being experienced, could only be serine.

Soon I was lifted onto a stretcher of white,
as my eyes began to close, unable to see the light.
I could feel him slapping my pale face,
as he tried to bring me back to this sorrowfull place. My breath ceased broken as my soul watched it lay,
as I dissappeared into Heaven, going forever away.
I watched as I was lowered into the stone cold Earth, tears falling onto the grave for a bave was not yet birthed.

So I watched as a group in black gathered around,
as they placed flowers on the coffin before lowering me into the ground.
The roses cast a memory as a shadow covered the land,
then shovels began filling the hole with soppy wet sand.
The rain continued on, never did it cease,
as all emotions had now been released.
There stood a grave hereafter of marble colored rock, my time on Earth had ended with the tick-tock of a clock.

[Sirius Black]

((This is dedicated to a horse I had to have put down. She had a stroke and paralized her hind quarters. I warn you, it's sad. My friend cried after she read it. Hope you like. Copyright December 2005.))

The Day I said Good-bye

I don't understand,
what is going on,
I don't know what I did,
or where I went wrong.
I thought I was good,
to him and his family,
now I stand alone,
fear he can quite see.
Why is this happening,
i can't explain his rage,
yet here he stands,
on my same page.

I thought I was nice,
taking his kids around,
the valleys, the fields,
and the streets of town.
What is to become of me,
I don't know what i've done,
to be alone in this room,
away from the shining sun.
I can't explain why I'm here,
I don't know why he hates,
but here i stand alone,
under his burning hate.

I cried out loudly,
I don't know what to do,
I can't explain his actions,
I'm just so confused.
The man is coming closer,
strange scent on his breath,
I know that smell very well,
for it's the smell of death.
The children stand outside,
i hear the girl begin to weep,
but something tells me,
no longer will they sleep.

They won't sleep with me,
as long as dad has a say,
but they'll have a final word,
before I am gone away.
They rush into the room,
arms thrown around my neck,
but mom and dad tear them away,
they cannot be let,
to watch me as I die,
by the insertion of a weapon,
if they had a say,
they might have been let in.

I felt the man slap my skin,
then a tingling sensation,
as a needle was inserted,
for the long duration.
I felt my weight give,
to the fluid pumping in,
I couldn't help but feel,
the winner was the Grim.
I saw the kids gather round me,
as watched me as they cried,
their horsie slipping into death,
was the day I said good-bye.